And there's not a lot more than that to say.
My parents know a psychologist who does disability evaluations in Spokane, Washington. When the subject of my foot trouble and the continuous pain came up in connection with applying for disability, he said, "Of course he's depressed. Everyone who's in constant pain is depressed."
I hate that it's so hard to find joy in anything any more, or find sufficient motivation to do things.
I'm sorry
I understand the pain.
That sounds so damned lame. I want to be able to help and I can't, damn it. I grieve for you.
May you be helped soon.