Depression sucks.

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And there's not a lot more than that to say.

My parents know a psychologist who does disability evaluations in Spokane, Washington.  When the subject of my foot trouble and the continuous pain came up in connection with applying for disability, he said, "Of course he's depressed.  Everyone who's in constant pain is depressed."

I hate that it's so hard to find joy in anything any more, or find sufficient motivation to do things.

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(The honest truth is, I probably still have post-traumatic stress disorder from the second time. PTSD never really goes away. You just .... learn to take most of the color and the sharp edges out of it, hide the dripping blood, and push it into the background most of the time.)