November 18th, 2004
About three hours ago, while making room in the refrigerator for the milk I knew cymrullewes would be bringing with her when she came home, I noticed spots of mold on two of the five fresh habaneros in a bag in the refrigerator. So I took all five out, de-stemmed them all, trimmed out the two spots that were going bad, de-seeded four of the five, and put them in the freezer. Since then, I have washed my hands thoroughly, at least twice -- possibly three times, I'm not sure -- using Simple Green (if you're not familiar with it, it's a non-toxic, biodegradeable, food-safe, industrial-strength degreaser and detergent).
I just rubbed my eyes with my knuckles.
OW OW OW OW OW FUCKING OW. High-strength capsaicin in my limpid orbs. OW.
Right now I can't get my right eye open for longer than about a second. But it's improving ... for about the first thirty seconds, I couldn't open my left eye either.