Thursday, October 27th, 2005 01:12 am

No technical reason.  Just ... felt like hiding in the corner or something.  It's becoming so hard to find any joy in anything any more.  The closest I come is escapes, and many of those are palling; I can hardly work up any interest in reading anything, for example.  I unsubscribed from [livejournal.com profile] puns, [livejournal.com profile] sages_of_chaos and [livejournal.com profile] engineers because I couldn't remember the last time I'd bothered to read a post in any of the them.  Almost left [livejournal.com profile] barrayar, too, considering how dead it is ... it was pretty much stillborn.  Well, it's not like any attempt on my part to create any kind of social gathering has ever been successful.  I do social about as well as a flatworm does nuclear physics.

So tonight I start up Logjam, and Logjam says I haven't logged in for 18 days, log in now?  Sure, OK.  Knock yourself out.  So Logjam logs in and I get a popup window saying LiveJournal thinks my password is too easy to guess and I should change it.  Well, yeah, I suppose technically it might be found by a dictionary attack, if the hypothetical attacker tried every language on the planet, but it probably wouldn't be that much quicker than bruteforcing it, and EVERY PASSWORD can eventually be bruteforced, given fast enough access to make sufficient attempts.  Did they just say "Whatever" and spam every user with this stupid warning?  I've never, ever had a machine or account compromised through a password attack.  (Matter of fact, I've never had a machine under my full control compromised, period, though [livejournal.com profile] cymrullewes' machine was rooted by a worm exploiting a BIND8 hole once.)  It's not like my password is, say, password1 or something, or 11111 as was used by the operations director of a former employer.  (When finally persuaded how weak this was, he changed it ... to qqqqq.)

I have no theme and no message here.  I'm just rambling.  I'm tired of my foot hurting, and my knees hurting, and my back hurting, and right now I feel vaguely nauseous as well.

Thursday, October 27th, 2005 03:27 am (UTC)
I MANY times thought peace had come,
When peace was far away;
As wrecked men deem they sight the land
At centre of the sea,

And struggle slacker, but to prove,
As hopelessly as I,
How many the fictitious shores
Before the harbor lie.


Emily Dickinson, Complete Poems
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 04:44 am (UTC)
-blink-

I must be missing something.
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 11:08 am (UTC)
It's about "escapes"
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 12:09 pm (UTC)
Ah, I see.
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 06:31 am (UTC)
That's it.

I'm kidnapping you Sunday for the PLP. If'n I have to toss you on the back of my bike, you're coming riding.

Dammit.
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 06:42 am (UTC)
Give me a way to contact you and I'll give you our address and home phone number.
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 07:04 am (UTC)
you can email me at ka_murphy (at) comcast (dot) net

;)
Saturday, October 29th, 2005 09:51 am (UTC)
It's only 25 miles
Saturday, October 29th, 2005 09:55 am (UTC)
I'm cymrullewes Mom
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 06:32 am (UTC)
    I unsubscribed from [livejournal.com profile] puns,

That's really serious, dude. You should get help.

Seriously, though, I suppose [livejournal.com profile] puns has its high points and low points, and it's really not at a high point, right now.

Adrian
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 08:00 am (UTC)
Well, I'll admit that was part of the problem. :)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 07:32 am (UTC)
i knows the feeling!
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 08:24 am (UTC)
Have you ever tried Shiatsu massage? It totally helped my foot, right out of the cast. It's sort of an "energy" thing; the therapist doesn't have to touch owchie parts; she does kind of a "laying-of-the-hands" thing. It's kind of earthy-crunchy new-agey, but what the hell.

I happen to know a pretty damn good massage therapist in Pepperell, MA.

;)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 09:33 am (UTC)
That sounds like Reiki.
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 09:40 am (UTC)
Um. Yes. That's what I meant. :P
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 12:10 pm (UTC)
Actually, I think rolfing is probably more what it needs, to break up some of the scar tissue.

Of course, I'd go into orbit ... but hey, maybe then NASA would hire me :)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 12:29 pm (UTC)
How would ROFLing help break up scar tissue? I mean, unless you were whacking your foot on the floor in the process.

Ha, ha.
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 03:07 pm (UTC)
I got that popup, complaining about my password... I suspect it is too short and not filled with enough gibberish.

LJ is not one of my high security concerns... thank goodness they aren't on that 8+ character mixed 90 day change no repeats in 13 changes thing my work uses to force everyone to put down their passwords on Post-It(tm) notes and stick them under the keyboard (or on the monitor...)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 03:55 pm (UTC)
Heh. Sounds like Intel to me.
Thursday, October 27th, 2005 05:29 pm (UTC)
Ah yes, the overzealous approach to misguided password security.